because i've ceased drawing by hand for some obscure reason, i'm going to start again. by hand, i mean, pen, paper. i use the computer for everything.
perhaps, because i'm hating of mess? at any rate.
i'mah draw more by hand. i want to get into it. i'm going to. i need to. i don't feel like a real artist, for some reason.

in three months, on my 18th birthday. i'm going to get my hair cut shorter than it's been in my life. i'm kinda nervous. excited. i don't know how i want to get it cut, though. probably mid neck length, and choppy. i'mah dye it raven blue, too. just for a change.

soon i'm piercing my ears a whole bunch of times. eh. i want to rebel. haha. i want to feel different.
i don't like this image i'm stuck in.