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skinless girl i am feelingskinless girl by ~illuminatingstar
that sick feeling
again.
it is bile and
crushed snail shells,
it is aches and
pressure on my larynx,
wire cages
and untamed sadness. i
still can't touch you.
it is too much for
the birds to keep airborne
and my heart
sinks.
i make noise like a wounded animal
and you said my body
was cold.
you tell me
girls should be dimples,
and red dresses.
i know
i know
i know i should be
i know it is
wrong because it feels wrong
& i know it feels wrong because
i can't breathe, and i shake.
i leave with bruises and
i feel like blood.
genderless
skinless
indifferent
& grey & black & red
i'm sore from holding my
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